SHOCKING! I just Realized that i'm pregnant for my father

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......Still in shock, somebody wake me up....

All my life, i lived with my mum. When i asked her about my dad, she told me he was late. Sure, i took her word.

After my secondary school education, i decided to get my undergraduate degree from the  University of Salford, UK. I was a very serious student and had no time for guys, until i met Segun. He represented his company for a talk in my school. I remember vividly that i was on my way home when he walked up to me and asked if we could have a drink. After that drink, we saw several times after.  He even helped me get an internship opportunity. 

2 months later, he asked me to be his girlfriend. The only problem i had was the age difference because i was 24 years and he was 46 years, despite that, i still dated him because he was amazing, had all the quallities of the man of my dreams.

 I told my mum about him, especially when he started talking of settling down and he also spoke to my mum once over the phone. The relationship kept going well until i got pregnant, i aborted it because i wasn't ready for a child then. Meanwhile, there was a complication during the abortion that nearly rendered my womb useless. I got pregnant again, but by then he had already engaged me. So we agreed to keep the baby. He was indeed very happy about the pregnancy. My mum wasn't happy about it because he was way too older and was also angry because i got pregnant before marriage, but i told her my mind was made up to marry him.

We planned a trip to Nigeria for our traditional marriage, by then i was already 4 months pregnant. We arrived his brother house in lagos from Uk and decided to visit my mum the following day. 

The day we met my mum was the biggest drama of my life. On getting to my mum's house, she was standing at the gate waiting for me with all smiles. Then i immediately jumped out of the car to hug her. While we were still exchanging hugs and kisses, my fiance walked out of the car, and my mum shouted "you this girl, you didn't tell me you re-united with your dad and brought him here to beg me to accept your old man husband abi". I thought that was a joke. My fiance was frozen in the shock of sighting my mum. Then my mum said again, "i'm sure he has told you everything about how he dumped me". That was when i knew i was doomed. I wanted the ground to swallow me. Then i ran to him and told him to explain, But he couldn't talk, he was still in great shock. At that time i fainted.

A 'marriage introduction' turned 'parent introduction'. Even when i woke up on the hospital bed, I still thought it was a dream, unfortunately it was reality.

The worst part of it all is that i got pregnant by chance the second time, there was a complication during my first abortion that nearly damaged my womb and the doctor warned that i can never have any abortion in my life again except i don't wanna have children. 

Now the question is, should i remove this abomination in my womb and remain childless for life OR should i carry the baby???